seriously...
recently always argue with her...
i don't feel like to argue with her...
but she just always don't listen to me...
now worse...
after tonight...
she want to do what ever she like...
this is all what i did...
i hurt her and myself...
but i'm seriously...
i also don't like she follow her attitude...
coz that's too bad...
i hope she know what she's doing...
i hope she wont walk into bad ways...
i really so scare...
i scare one day she will leave me...
i scare one day she will follow another guy like kei kei...
i really scare this will happen...
God...
what can i do?
isn't U want me to find another one?
i got not much girl's friend around me...
how can i find one for myself?
God...
if U really listen to my cry...
please help me...
i'm you son...
this is my future...
should i together with her?
or find another one?
i really don't understand God.
why from the 1st she will like me for?
isn't God sent her to me?
or U want me to bring her to church?
God...
i really need to know...
because of my heart really confusing now...
i'm not sure am i really love her or just care about her?
What is LOVE?
i heard from father that LOVE = TIME.
what does this mean?
i search from google and i found this...

To a Child Love is Spelled T-I-M-E by Mac Anderson and Lance Wubbels stresses the most important thing you can give your child: your time. All the gold in the world cannot buy back either the little delights or the big pleasures that happen without announcement or plan. To a Child Love is Spelled T-I-M-E tugs at your heartstrings and states the simple, honest truth: You simply have to be there for your children. Give your child the best gift of all—yourself. That's what they really want and need. Remember, To a Child Love is Spelled T-I-M-E.

The Best Expression of Love is Time..
God...
seriously i need to know am i really like her?
if i say yes, will U let us forever?
U should know about her past?
i remember what my mum said.
God want us clean.
but God.
i'm not a clean too..
i did alot of bad thing as well...
but then i know that God still take care for me...
Thanks God...
really appreciate this...
God...
i'm really need some advise from U...
please come into my heart...
light up the way for me...
i really needs your help...
PLEASE.....
PLEASE.....